2022.01.22 13:48 Ilodi Ich investiere selbst in meine Zukunft
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2022.01.22 13:48 lunertendie Input on tournaments
Howdy! Chaos has been good to me, so I'm thinking of putting together my first tournament 🥳
I'm looking for input/advice of what price and rewards to use. What would you guys like to see up there? Let me know and Mabey I can make it happen! I'm thinking the new airdrop cards as rewards, and a bronze level tournament. Looking at possibly GF rewards of we can get interest 😁
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2022.01.22 13:48 Human-Personality-70 (((She))) really thought she made a point! 😂
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2022.01.22 13:48 Majestic-Aardvark-69 What is something you can only do once in a lifetime?
2022.01.22 13:48 history9262 The PAINFUL Death Of Queen 'Bloody' Mary I Of England
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2022.01.22 13:48 ztgu East Coast Park is beautiful, the most popular and the largest park in Singapore
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2022.01.22 13:48 Motivated_Stoner Soldiers from the European Takuba force during the parade on July 14, 2021, in Paris.[2000x1000]
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2022.01.22 13:47 Neither-Account-9381 I was the toxic one in the relationship…
I've just realised I was the toxic one in the relationship.
I (27F) got broken up with over text unexpectedly on the 30/12/21 from a 2 year relationship by the kindest and loveliest women (22F) I've ever dated. However I became so dependent on you for happiness. We were always fine when we were together but when we were away from each other I would become so vile over text to you. I would get a cloud over my thoughts and I would just attack you for no reason. I was just so insecure that I would lose you that I eventually did. When all of our future plans and trips were stripped away to nothing that I went fruit loops.
I wish you had blocked me the minute you dumped me because my God did I spiral out of control. If I left it then I reckon we could have a friendship in the future. Things would have been better. If I had just accepted there and then why our relationship didn't work then maybe I wouldn't have said all of those crazy, manipulating things to you. You were so lovely to me and all you did was love me. However, I made things up in my mind that i said to you to make you hate me even more. I will always regret this. I hate blaming things on my mental health, but I think this was a case of me having undiagnosed mental health problems and being severely insecure. All you did was love me and I didn't know how to reciprocate it back to you. I grew up in a toxic household so it was all i really knew. Love to me was screaming at someone and then expecting them to love you back straight after it. Instead of valuing you, I treated you like I didn't give a fuck about you. I said fucking horrible things during our arguments, I would start up arguments for no reason, just to feel something... these would always spiral into something even bigger. About stuff that never mattered. I was so toxic. I am so sorry about this. I completely understand why you needed to leave.
I recognised some of my toxic behaviors and tried to change them throughout our relationship, but I never had the tools until after the relationship ended to really change myself. I had severe anxious attachments to you.
You were my first relationship at 25, I was completely insecure and didn't know who I was or how to act. I had a lot of anger and displaced it on you. I was immature and not self aware, I was terrible at communicating and never expressed my feelings. I wasn't taught how to. That doesn't make it any better on the way I treated you, you didn't deserve to be treated that way in the slightest and I apologise sincerely for this. I learnt from our relationship and started figuring myself out and told myself I would never treat someone like that again. Our relationship made me realise I have some serious issues i need to resolve before I get into my next relationship.
Getting a diagnosis for BPD has seriously changed my life, it's made everything slot into place. The way I acted, the way I abused you... everything makes so much sense now. Thank God for therapy and medication because I am so much more chilled out now. Again, my mental health is not an excuse for the way I treated you, I know that was completely unacceptable. I have extreme anxious attachment issues and I was so worried about you leaving me that I became nasty and wanted everything my own way. I am truly sorry.
I have a terrible guilt for the way I treated you but I strive to be better every single day. The experience of being dumped forced me to be accountable for my own actions and happiness. I realised I relied on you too much for my happiness. When you didn't give me that, I attacked you. Hence why I couldn't cope with you constantly telling me about your mental health issues. I was so dependent on you for happiness. I told you every single thing, my dreams, my life, my issues. In hindsight that isn't a healthy relationship and I'm sorry I used you as a therapist. When that was all taken away from me I really spiraled out of control and became vile.
Though none of this was intentional, i never meant to gaslight, manipulate or guilt trip you. This is the way I've learnt to cope with things and I'm seeking help to retrain my brain to be healthy. I am doing this for my own sake and I am ready to be better.
I'm not sure if you will ever read this but I just want you to know that I never meant to hurt you this badly. I understand that I shouldn't have changed you to be 'perfect' for me. I am trying my best not to be a toxic partner anymore and I am working so hard on this change.
I really hope that you find peace and heal from this. I wish I could take back every horrible thing I said to you to hurt you and make sure you understand it came from my insecurities in my own head. It is not an excuse, it wasn't anything personal. This is why I'm getting help. I hope the next person gives you the same if not more love, respect and happiness that I tried to give you.
I will never ever stop loving you, but I will love you from afar so you can get the peace you need.
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2022.01.22 13:47 ArcherTheBoi I didn't know that a fucking event could tear me up
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2022.01.22 13:47 Pres-Skroob ΔlphaBrΔvo Squad (398M GP) is looking for PVP-focused players!
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2022.01.22 13:47 JerSucks 191130 Chaeryeong
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2022.01.22 13:47 DeadRheaRising7 Why So Much Hate For Legendary Costumes?
I personally like them for multiple reasons. For one, I feel like it adds a more interesting costume for heroes other than the LOH costumes. I feel like it allows the game artists to improve upon the visual designs of older heroes and/or add a cool concept like gender bent Luci or Knight Jane. It also allows the artists to flex their art skills more creatively outside of character creation or (god forbid, the Year of the Swimsuits lol)
Rubies-wise, I feel like it gives me a goal to reach for. It's really not hard to earn rubies in this game, and there are not enough reasons to spend them. And I personally see no difference between this and the rubies people would spend for limited costumes when a hero got buffed or released. I also think it's generous of Vespa to do this as a rubies release. Many other games like League release more mediocre costumes that cost money irl.
Limited Quantities: It personally doesn't bother me. I play on EN server and none of the costumes completely sold out as far as I know. I was able to buy all three luckily, and Maria was still available after almost 2 weeks for me. But maybe this is different for servers with more people like Asia or if we get releases of one Legendary costume at a time. Then, I can see a bit of a problem, but overall, it doesn't bother me that much. They are Legendary costumes after all. I kind of like the fact that they are rare.
Special Effects/Abilities: Not entirely sure about this but this is another thing that I saw people complain about. I haven't noticed my heroes any stronger, so I think that maybe this refers to the benefits the costume gives like stamina reduction rather than slight hero buffs. And I personally like when we get costumes that have special effects while in battle. It just looks neat and the only other costumes that do this are for LOH.
That's all I got folks. All in all, I think people are being a little too picky. I almost feel as if Vespa just can't do anything right for some people no matter what they do. I've been a f2p player since its release, and very rarely do I find myself frustrated with updates or features. This is still one of if not the best rpg on mobile. And I feel like these new Legendary costumes are a good little filler while we wait for King's Raid 2.0. But let me know your thoughts! If you made it this far, thanks for reading!
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2022.01.22 13:47 fleshnbloodhuman Watching me in mirror
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2022.01.22 13:47 Hmhuzaifa23 MoonRaise Airdrop, Whitelist IDO Registration
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2022.01.22 13:47 Willing-Clock-8884 Karen Muñoz - Bellezas de Instagram/Instagram Beauty.
2022.01.22 13:47 Heel74 Former Comedian Colbert Calls For Abolishing The Senate, Democrats Push INSANE Authoritarianism As U.S. Falls Apart
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2022.01.22 13:47 Ryrob1234 Second day in a row on the slopes ;) just had my last line, let’s chat
2022.01.22 13:47 flexistentialcrisis [WTS] Air Jordan Retro 4 “Red Thunder" Black/Crimson, Size 9.5M DS $300
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2022.01.22 13:47 reddit_1999 Anybody else out there literally not give a rat's ass about the current situation?
I own crypto in different three ways.
1) I'm amateur mining a bit with a couple of desktops
2) I have some crypto ETF's in my retirement accounts
3) I've purchased some alts directly off the exchanges
When I put the initial money into it I considered what percentage to allocate to it and also assumed that this money could very easily be totally lost. I thought of it like playing a lottery ticket, but with much better odds of success than the lottery. So far, I'm still up and don't see any reason to bail. I'm in what I consider to be legit projects and have the experience of having seen many, many stock market up's and downs, so this stuff just doesn't scare me.
I've also been DCAing forever, so I'm not all in only ATH.
I'm staking where applicable. (ADA) Beats the banks .01% interest rates on a CD, tha's for sure.
When you're mining and the price goes down, you're suddenly getting a lot more. A pleasant surprise.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that if you didn't stupidly mortgage the house, and you're in legit projects that will still be around a long time from now, then this current stuff is just noise.
Good luck to all.
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2022.01.22 13:47 Puttanesca621 I just worked out what happened to Vijay Nadeer
2022.01.22 13:47 AnnaZhang_ Hope y’all can relate this paradox
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