I came back from suicide

2022.01.22 13:53 Navan8680 I came back from suicide

I work for a large pharmaceutical company. When I first began work as a junior manager I was excited about being a part of a large company and I was hoping to work hard and progress through the ranks.
I never expected the unprofessional conduct, bullying, humiliation and victimization I experienced. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression. After a suicide attempt I was placed in a mental health facility and booked off work for 4 months. I was booked in again after having suicidal thoughts a few months later.
I have been placed in drastically bad financial situation. I was placed in a heavy financial situation from the first two times I went to hospital, I asked my company for help and they ignored me.
I went to management in Nov and they didn't do anything. I was just getting more and more into debt. Then I had to use my father in laws money whuch he had entrusted to my wife to invest, but he wanted it back in beginning of the year and I just lost whole hope.
I didn't say anything because they'd send me back nd I'd be even worse in debt. I took 10 sleeping pills and put a plastic bag over my head and hid in an abandoned fire escape, had it over my head for 12 hours. My blood oxygen sat was under 2%.
The first aiders couldn't find a pulse and pronounced me dead when they finally found me but the paramedics revived me 5 mins later. I went to a mental health facility anyway, but my company said they might consider an ex gratia leave. I've been in therapy, spending time with my wife.
Four days after my last suicide attempt, I found out my wife is pregnant with twins.
I don't know how I've been so blind, I feel like all the souls chewed up and spit out by this uncaring monster. I can't believe I almost threw my life away and that the kids I never knew about would have grown up without a father.
I have a lot of anxiety about the future, but one thing I know is I will no longer be a cog in this machine.
Thank for reading. If you think your place of work will ever care for you, you are wrong. Always put your family and yourself first, because no-one else will.
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2022.01.22 13:53 Mido_SC [CH 1030+ SPOILERS] Who created the paths of the grand line?

So while watching the video Geographer Explains the Mind-Blowing World of One Piece I started to wonder...
Islands don't usually have magnetic waves that would influence a compass. Kid's awakening allows him to assign magnetism to other things than himself and he admitted he hasn't fully mastered it yet. So there's an extent to the power that we don't know yet.
What if in the void century or maybe earlier maybe later, the islands within the grand line were given those magnetic fields by a previous user of the jiki jiki no mi, to create the paths that would lead to lodestar island, the end of the grand line.
Maybe someone really wanted other people to go that place for a certain reason and charted out the different paths that lead to it and built the log poses to navigate those paths.
So where am I going with this? Punk Hazard and Laugh Tale are specifically ones that can't be picked up by a log pose, so they don't have magnetism assigned to them. Laugh Tale because the previous user must've never gone to it and Punk Hazard because the previous user was Vegapunk himself who hid his research Island by not using the ability on it.
I mean it's not the best thought out theory but hey, Vegapunk - Punk Hazard - Kid's naming pattern of his attacks with Punk...
I do see the connections. And Vegapunk having had the Jiki Jiki no mi at one point would mean building his advanced tech would be hell of a lot easier if he was able to lift those heavy metals like that.
Just putting this out here. Maybe someone else has any ideas on that?

PS: I know Vegapunk being the previous owner would mean that he would have to be dead right now, but maybe he is and we don't know, or he created an artificial copy of his, which Kid got a hold of somehow.
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2022.01.22 13:53 HeronSouth How do I find companies to turn in certain ideas?

I have many ideas ranging from kid friendly like new playground equipment, rate for teens like violent video games, and some of the mature stuff like stripper clothes. I can find place that make these things but it's harder to find the ones that dive into to more certain traits like age groups.
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2022.01.22 13:53 Emergency-Relief6721 Every time I purchase a book, the first thing I do is throw away the dust cover

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2022.01.22 13:53 Overall-Pudding8381 Some sealed packs what packs do you collect?

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2022.01.22 13:53 jebna24 Deck recommendations

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2022.01.22 13:53 freakymuffdiver My first successful attempt at making fried rice that tastes like the traditional stuff I had in Taiwan growing up [OC]

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2022.01.22 13:53 Dmdnje If a well known person(be it local legend or currently famous) were to die today, how would they be honored?

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2022.01.22 13:53 I-am-a-visitor-heere can cis people have dead names?

I am a cis person who was given a name at birth I didn’t identify with. I have used a different name my entire life and am in the process of legally changing it. throughout high school and college I have always submitted change of preferred name request forms. I feel offended when people intentionally use my previous name. once my name is changed, I have no idea what to refer to my previous name as. although I have similar feelings towards it that someone might have towards a dead name I feel like that term might be exclusive to the trans community.
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2022.01.22 13:53 beckyzion Anticipate the MoonScape NFT sale which will be coming soon to the Scape Store, stay tuned!

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2022.01.22 13:53 Sensitive-Bobcat-321 Mi8 gun sight pops up when i hit the master arm, than disappears after about half a second. Is this a bug? My wing spars are also invisible lol so im wondering if shit needs a reset. Thanks a bunch

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2022.01.22 13:53 tmgbang1325 Scammers tip baiting should be illegal….taking food out of my kids mouth to feed there kids with the food I shopped and delivered for them

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2022.01.22 13:53 ibralui Should i buy now?

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2022.01.22 13:53 Hsaia [Grade 11 General Chemistry] Ionization Energy discrepancies in the periodic table

"The atomic properties follow a general trend. Boron has a lower ionization energy than beryllium which is contrary to the trend. This is because the last electron of beryllium occupies an s orbital while boron occupies p orbital. Why does oxygen have a lower ionization energy than nitrogen if both of their last electron occupy the p orbital?"
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2022.01.22 13:53 netbananadonuthotdog I have started today with organizing my reading hobby using my Bullet Journal. I thought a good and easy point to start with is to copy the old but still up to date reading list from my old Bullet Journal to my new one. However, much work remains to be done and this is just the beginning.

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2022.01.22 13:53 undecided62 Event Photography e-commerce site - nodes, products, variables

I am curious what the best way is to set up a store with over 100,000 photos. Each photo is available in a variety of print sizes and/or downloadable sizes.

I think the photos would be grouped together by taxonomy (event name) and upon selecting the event, you would see all the photos shot. Selection of one photo would take you to a larger version of the photo with the variety of sizes to purchase.

In Drupal Commerce, they refer to product and product variations and I am not sure how to set this up.

any opinions would be greatly welcome
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